The emptiness that engulfs me
causes me to think I’m not as strong
or as confident as I should be
But then I realize it’s not ME
It is only the illiness
that threatens to destroy me.

And how do I battle this?
What strengths do I possess
that will allow me to overcome the fear
that causes me to believe
there is no hope.

As long as there is hope
there is a chance of healing
but once it is gone
all is ended

The pain of living
has been deeper than the joy
But death precludes any hope
of a tomorrow.